Welcome to HealthcareMagic Forum.
Your problem is mainly PSYCHOLOGICAl.
You need to consult a Psychiatrist
before consulting a Sexual Medicine Consultant.
You are having a lot of mis conceptions which need to be corrected.
Contact me for more information or guidance
Wish you Good Reproductive & Sexual Health
With Warm Regards,
Dr. A CHAKRAVARTHY MBBS; MBA; (MHSc Reproductive & Sexual Medicine)