Hi there ~
I understand your concerns. I would call 911 and let them know your concerns. There is also a mental health helpline 1800 273-TALK that can help with your concerns and direct you to the right resources. It may be worthwhile talking to your health insurance to find out which other psychiatrists are covered under your current plan and what would be the best bang for the buck in your case, so as to obtain a second opinion
. I hope you try these things before walking yourself into the ER and getting and emergency psychiatric evaluation done, which may what this might all lead to, however I would keep fingers crossed and hope for the best. I hope this helped.
Take care and have a lovely day!