Welcome to HCM
We understand your concerns
I went through your detailed problem description. I sincerely believe that you have nothing to worry regarding your physical condition. It is the fear and anxiety
associated with sexual performance, which makes you confused and stressed and distressed.
White thicker liquid in your urine is definitely semen and it is natural with youngsters. Curved penis is also normal. Curved penis is more useful to satisfy self and partner than straight penis. Isn't it?
To have more explanation, please consult a psychologist
. You may visit a physician if you desire so. Better have proper diagnosis from an expert than self diagnosis.
Hope this clears your doubts. Available for further clarifications.