Hello and welcome to Healthcare Magic. Thanks for your query.
From the description of your symptoms it is possible that you could be suffering from a personality disorder
, such as a an emotionally unstable (borderline) personality disorder. Such kinds of mood swings, emotional lability, feelings of insecurity, paranoid ideas, identity problems, etc. are well known symptoms in such disorders.
I would suggest that you consult a psychiatrist
for a detailed evaluation and further management. Help is available in various forms - both medication and psychotherapy
, to help you control your symptoms. So, please don't hesitate to seek help.
Wish you all the best.
Dr. Jonas Sundarakumar