Hi , myself celina age 26, my relation never worked out with anyone and now I am in a situation that I scare to bring a new person in my life I am not able to trust any body and always think that people are doing conspiracy for me , what should I do ? Now recently I deeply and seriously feel in love with a boy but I never got the attention and concern that I should deserve from him and it made me more insecure though our relation was for two years I never had physical relation with him because my past relation was not good , and I always felt that boys just come for sex and they are never serious with any one .
When I was 11 years my mom and dad got separated and I always blamed myself for this I do not know why , and I used to hate the opposite sex , because even in my family my uncle tried to have sex with me , this is the main reason I used to hate boys , now I am in deeply love with this guy but he neither understand my situation neither co operates with me always tries to dominate me I want to come out of this but i feel very insecure due to my experience I cant take it any more , recently after this break up I feel that I am not good enough to handle relationship and also scared to go for any new relation totally lost don`t know what should I do , there is something wrong and I want to correct it please help