I quit stelazine for two months back in January 2011. I told my brother 1 week after I stopped cold turkey. hes the asshole who took me to see the fuckin doctors in first place on june 1994. he said fukin dr Kushnir is a dick fuck him. he partied hard with the guidos and caught hep c and took Pegasus interferon and became the biggest asshole in wsbk history. Now my thinking is fukin shot and cant get back where I was. The dr put me on busperone and the shit is like dirt weed should I do some bongs of medical indica sativa. I was smoking bongs every weekend prior to January 2011 and was doing way fukin better. What do I do?