I cannot believe how completely and utterly idiotic and foolish I was but I feel utterly stressed and devastated. I am a guy who decided yesterday, for the first time to try anal sex and oral sex with a guy.I asked the guy to put a condom on, and I have no idea who this guy has been with.He seemed around 30. But he did not, and I gave him oral sex on his penis and then unprotected anal sex for a couple of minutes although he did not ejaculate inside me. I know what an idiot I am, and will be going for an hiv test as soon as possible.But because I have no idea of this guy's history or anything, although I know I was clean before, I am going beserk.Do you know what the likelihood of me having caught hiv would be if he were positive? I wanted to turn back time immediately after it happened. Just needing to hear what I should do now, and somehow what I can do to remove this anxiety.It has been 12 hours.