Hi, I am 24 year old asian male, never had a girlfriend. I used to masturbate almost everyday since I was a teen, and each time, i came. Everytime I came, I felt sinful. Each time I tried to stop, after not touching myself for a few days, I have the strong urge to masturbate again - the feeling to release the load. It kinda became a habit and it is really hard not to have the feel of not to do it.