Hey, I don t know why I feel so down and inferior to everyone. Growing up, I got everything I wanted. I had the best child hood. I wasn t the most pleasant kid though. I was mean and I wish now I could change it. I thought I was the cool kid. Then middle school came around and I was bullied without actually letting it get to me. I feel like it mentally affected me even though I didn t want it too. I was called short and ugly and make fun of. Regardless some how I let it go and now I feel so inferior to everyone. Everything I do makes me feel like I don t belong. When I m in the train I feel like everyone s looking at me. When I m hanging out with my friends I feel like I have to be someone else. I want to be more outgoing and easily talk able. But it s all just so weird to me. Everything about life. I feel like I don t belong and all. Please respond.