Hi im pregnant i dont think im to far along but im not sure cuz now im starting to show alil i no i need to go to the doctor but im scared i already have a five year old and i been using for about a year i just found out i was pregnant i took to test with 2 weeks in between to make sure i sometimes throw up when i smoke meth at first it was really bad thats what the reason of the test was for but now it doesnt affect me as much i have wanted to stop since i found out but its hard because at first i wasnt sure if i wanted another baby and also i have had alot of hard things going on in my life in the past year thats y i started again to make me forget i stopped once why is it so hard this time? I really want to but its hard not having it and i no i need to go to the doctors but i cant take the thought of cps being called on me if i were to lose my daughter i would die she my world my everything n i dont wanna go threw that at all i just want to go clean so i have nothing to worry about im unaure of how far back they can tell through ur blood or urine