Hellow,I am a medical student and have been going through a lot of ups and downs in my educational journey most of it being sick n not being able to attend exams and classes..and as exams approach I feel the need to postpone my school due to fear of failure and save myself the embarrassment..my school is very hard since its in a foreign language so it's hard for me to keep up and due to a 1000 disappointments I have gone through I just want to give up..and it looks like I'm finding an excuse everything my exams approach,I get sick,I wish for horrible things to happen,like get knocked by a car,my school burns down or things of that sort..what should I do to overcome this situation?