Hi Lis ,
Welcome to HCM Forum ,
After going through your history I can understand how frustrated you might be feeling. Having insight regarding schizophrenia
and seeking help is appreciable.
Schizophrenia with OCD
is one of challenging illness in psychiatry and difficult to treat.More the duration between start of illness and start of treatment , More difficult to control it.Irregularity in drug intake also make its difficult to treat one.
Its important here to know what is improvement in illness means to you.This is such kind of illness where you needs to continue treatment and follow up for prolonged time.Here , Stage where you are now - there are only chances of symptomatic improvement and not complete cure.
Treatment will improve your distress regarding compulsion of checking - decrease number of checking,decrease the fearful feeling and will decrease voices of neighbors.Here treatment means not to completely stop your problem rather to minimize it - So continue to follow up regularly with any one psychiatrist
you feel comfort for prolonged time.I can assure you that he will definitely - significantly reduce your problem though not completely alleviate.
Hope this helps to you.