Hi! Thank you for your question. From your description of your hemorrhoid
, I can say that it has become infected with some bacteria. I am strongly recommending that you go back to your doctor so that you can discuss possible options and also proceed with antibiotic treatment for your ongoing infection. Waiting for it to become huge and "living with it" are not good options right now because the infection may worsen and even spread into your bloodstream which will cause even more serious problems. Thank you and I hope you'll feel better soon.