I feel tightness on top of my head. Don't feel happy & fresh in my mind. Get confused & cannot take decision of any matter & planning.Chain of thought is disturbed. Always feel worriness of any matter related to professional or family. This problem was there since my childhood; it was a serious & I was very aggressive only with my family & children. After 1991 I had visited to doctors including homeopathy doctors. Also visited to temple, masjid & pray to become alright & sacrifice goat to god. No improvement & left taking medicine homeopathy since last 15 months.Now feeling 55% better without taking medicine. Now my children are grown up & don't come near to me. I knew that I had been doing wrong to them but later on I used to repent & think that after all they are my children.After few years all two daughter & a son will be away from us. I want to be more close with my daughters but they don't because of my past behaviour. I want to be 100% alright. Kindly suggest.