Hi there ~
I understand your concerns. I also appreciate your asking for help on this forum. It is not helpful to not know what kind of pain killers you are on. However, cocaine addiction can be very difficult to deal with and it can affect your health in different ways and ultimately lead to death. I hope you stop using by your own will and if you cannot please consult a substance abuse
counselor or a qualified psychiatrist
who can guide you through the process.
I hope this helps. Take care and have a lovely day!