I m 19 years old, full-time college student. I have severe problems with anxiety , depression and somewhat anorexia . School is really complicated for me right now, I m trying my best, but I feel like I just can t accomplish things. I m currently visiting a psychiatrist( He s an stubborn ass) I try to tell him my problems, but he thinks I m just spoiled or something. I got prescribed Vivanse, which I really do find helpful. He also prescribed me clonazepam , which I also find really helpful because I have GAD anxiety. I have tons and tons of homework; approximately about ten essay’s a week. I started smoking marijuana due to my anxiety, add, and depression, and also to have the patience to finish my worthless basic essay s. I ve experimented not smoking marijuana for a week or two and taking my prescribed medications, and i felt even worse than Hitler. I was sad, anxious, tired, lacking focus in school or you can even say LIFE. When I smoke marijuana, I feel like I can be myself, and I can speak my heart without being scared or anxious, I m a lot nicer; I see the world in a different way (positive way). I feel real productive and ready to do stuff; to be honest I focus 100 times better when I m high, and have amazing thoughts. I do a lot better in my school work and social life. I just feel happy, productive and helpful. And from what I ve heard from WISE people, that s the best way to act/feel. I don t abuse marijuana, I just use it whenever I m going to do my homework or I feel negative. In a way I feel like marijuana has saved my life, in order to live a little better. I ve researched marijuana much, I know a lot about it, but I just DON T find marijuana bad or whatever the media says. I mean it s better to be in a positive happy mood than being stressed, anxious, and depressed; I don t know if I m right, but I think being stressed kills a lot more brains cells or damages than smoking marijuana and living a little. I m just 19, I want to enjoy my life; not be depressed etc...... Well that s what I think I just need an opinion from someone professional. By the way I m writing this because my mom knows I smoke, but she doesn t really know anything about it, she just hears what the media says, which of course it s negative. So I ll appreciate it if you share your opinion or give me advice for this situation. Thank you.