Dear, Welcome to HealthcareMagic!
You are having a problem which many greats had in their teens. Its just your perspective with your life. Its you who think that your voice is like female's voice. Many others may not think so-- & what if at 25 you become a pop-star! Try to come out of your cocoon, try to talk to friends. Don't jump in all this in one day. Take one thing at a time & slowly. You may take professional help as well-- a psychologist
but definitely NOT psychiatrist
. Good luck.