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I Am Putting Out Tremendous Weight, No Matter How Much
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Question: I am putting out tremendous weight, no matter how much I cut back on eating, and how much exercise I do. I have bloated up like a walrus.
A life without being able to pig out at least twice a week, while remaining thin, is a life I wanna end.
I noticed my sexual libido is all but impotent. Masturbation is now a chore, but I must feel that ecstasy of climax, or kill myself. A life without ejaculation is Magnum .357 time. Climax is the closest thing to God, not cleanliness! Can testosterone supplements rejuvenate some of my libido and help me lose this goddamn weight? I will starve myself to be sexy and thin if I must! Since I got putridly fat girls blow me off, whereas when I am thin, they are friendly to me. I will kill myself if I have to live the rest of my life as a goddamn typical fat middle aged pot bellied putrid loser! I wheeze now when I breathe. Riding the bicycle is a goddamn chore.
Hell, it takes me an hour to be able to ejaculate. Masturbation is a chore now.
I have started taking Alli three times a day, and it is helping, I think. Still... Why is it still getting harder to ejaculate and when I do, it feels like a half-ass fuck or a dead fuck, and my semen output is one drop sometimes. I have also cut back my Finasteride from every day to three times a week. Finsteride is said to have sexual side effects. Then again, my fetish is depriving me of satisfaction as, what turns me on is having longer arms than tall women, and I have found my arms are not longer than tall women's. Which is why I want cosmetic limb-lengthening surgery for longer arms. FUCK you, God, for this! I had rather be killed by cancer after 5 to 10 years of ecstatic sa'sifcation than live like this - pudgy and unsexy, and unfulfilled - for 200 more years. Like I said, if you castrated XXXXXXX Hefner he'd commit suicide
A life without being able to pig out at least twice a week, while remaining thin, is a life I wanna end.
I noticed my sexual libido is all but impotent. Masturbation is now a chore, but I must feel that ecstasy of climax, or kill myself. A life without ejaculation is Magnum .357 time. Climax is the closest thing to God, not cleanliness! Can testosterone supplements rejuvenate some of my libido and help me lose this goddamn weight? I will starve myself to be sexy and thin if I must! Since I got putridly fat girls blow me off, whereas when I am thin, they are friendly to me. I will kill myself if I have to live the rest of my life as a goddamn typical fat middle aged pot bellied putrid loser! I wheeze now when I breathe. Riding the bicycle is a goddamn chore.
Hell, it takes me an hour to be able to ejaculate. Masturbation is a chore now.
I have started taking Alli three times a day, and it is helping, I think. Still... Why is it still getting harder to ejaculate and when I do, it feels like a half-ass fuck or a dead fuck, and my semen output is one drop sometimes. I have also cut back my Finasteride from every day to three times a week. Finsteride is said to have sexual side effects. Then again, my fetish is depriving me of satisfaction as, what turns me on is having longer arms than tall women, and I have found my arms are not longer than tall women's. Which is why I want cosmetic limb-lengthening surgery for longer arms. FUCK you, God, for this! I had rather be killed by cancer after 5 to 10 years of ecstatic sa'sifcation than live like this - pudgy and unsexy, and unfulfilled - for 200 more years. Like I said, if you castrated XXXXXXX Hefner he'd commit suicide
Brief Answer:
Possible physical causes
Detailed Answer:
Dear sir, I have gone through your question and I understand your concerns but first we need to exclude physical causes of loss of libido and gaining weight.. I would recommend that you get a blood test for thyroid hormonal profile including T3, T4 and TSH to exclude hypothyroidism along with a blood test for blood glucose level both fasting and postprandial to exclude diabetes.. Also I would recommend that you get an inbody body weight testing to detect the levels of fat, muscles and bones in your body and suggest a diet plan accordingly. I hope you find this helpful
Possible physical causes
Detailed Answer:
Dear sir, I have gone through your question and I understand your concerns but first we need to exclude physical causes of loss of libido and gaining weight.. I would recommend that you get a blood test for thyroid hormonal profile including T3, T4 and TSH to exclude hypothyroidism along with a blood test for blood glucose level both fasting and postprandial to exclude diabetes.. Also I would recommend that you get an inbody body weight testing to detect the levels of fat, muscles and bones in your body and suggest a diet plan accordingly. I hope you find this helpful
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