Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your description. I suggest you not to worry much. From the description it is easy to conclude that you are having stress. Acute stress condition. You definitely need immediate rest for a few days. You are doing a great job attending your mother. Just leave every other activity aside for a week and be with your mother. That should give you the necessary rest. You can restart after a week or so. You might need psychological counseling., I am more than happy to provide telephone psychological counseling through healthcaremagic. Contact me through customer care, www.healthcaremagic.com. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.