I had a baby March 2013 he died of chorioamnitius 26 min after birth I had an emergency c-section. I also went into Cardiac heart failure 5 days after giving birth. I seem to be fine with that but I am having Charlie horse type cramps a few times a week in my cervix or uterus area and in my upper right rib area along with horrible gas it hurts so bad that I get crippled from it then very sore after wards it also sometimes feel like I am gonna explode in my women organ area and feels like there is a baby there kicking please help me I am so scared of hospitals after everything