was recently put on meds for panic attacks/depression, I was also suicidal. The meds are - wellbutrin, vistaril, Valium, remeron and another I think celexa?? I m hallucinating right now, hearing talking, shadows all around me. I just ran to bathroom with diarrhea full of blood now deep in my stomach hurts so bad. What is happening to me. I was also very suicidal today, more so than ever because I actually had it planned out, I even made up will to ensure my kids were taken care of.