I am a high school teacher, dance coach, single mom and dog sitter who can t pay my bills. I am also an actress/singer/dancer, and I am playing Miss Hannigan in ANNIE, which opens Dec. 1st. My team has its first competition on Dec 2nd, for which we are not ready. I am way behind on grading. I teach Child Development and am sending out infant simulators ---aka fake babies right now----which is interfering in my normal class time. I have 180 students, and I have to program and ready 9 babies a day, every day, on top of teach my class. I have sent 140 so far. This is first time child Development has offered the babies---- Parenting class was cut from curriculum. Every night, kids email me with problems, about which I can do nothing. I am beyond exhausted and am crying constantly, with pain in my chest. I cannot memorize my lines. I feel like I cannot handle everything. I have nobody to talk to. My 15 yr old needs me. She is on my dance team. I would be fine if I weren t 5 months behind on my mortgage. My dad died August 10th. My mom April of 2016. My husband had affair and left in 2014 and is living with the woman. He was my best friend. I have been able to handle everything. I dog sit for extra money. Have never been so tired and weepy.