Thanks for posting your query.
Why do you want to commit suicide
for her foolishness.
Try to avoid outing with your mother.
Always think positively and have patience in life.
Life is ever changing the point which is creating problem will not be a problem within a short period.
So concentrate on other good things.
Life is very beautiful and very precious always think of this what so ever critical a situation you have to face.
Newer utter that stupid word called suicide in your life.
Hope I have answered your query.
Wishing you good health.