How can you tell if you have gonorrhea ? Im 13 & when i was little i was sexually abused . I didnt know anybetter no too tell anyone so i kept to myself . Ever since ive started growing hair down there ive shaved it & one day it kind of itched soo i felt into my vagina & it almost felt like it was completely closed . . . Soo i looked at it in a mirrior & these white bumps were blocking the opening kind of . . There is also this mucas like clear and white substance that comes out very often , what does that mean ? Im very nervous & scared too tell my mom ! Please help !