My voice has been changing for the last two three weeks and it is now resulted in a sore throat and my voice is gone even more. I looked into my mouth with a light and I have white patches one each side of the back of my throat and a little in the middle of the back of my throat. It hurts a lot, especially when I yawn or swollow. The inside of my mouth seems very light pink almost a pinky white colour with darker spots. I have been having a hard time breathing as well as a really sore back, arms, legs and ears. I dont know what to do. I have been suffering from depression and have not left my place in literally 6 months for anything. i have my bf get me all the things i need. As i can not leave and have a fear of others seeing me, i do not know what I have or what I should do about this. I am very scared and in a lot of pain, I have never seen white patches like this before. I can not go into the hospital because of my mental illness , my fear of being seen now and leaving my place. I really need help, I have also had an on and off fever that is not constant in the last three days I have had a fever two different times. I have been also caughing up bloody white clumps from my throat, I do not have a caugh I just try to clear my throat. Not only is it sore, I feel as if it is clogged. I also have been getting severe acne on my face and neck and trouble.breathing is getting worse. I am scared something may happen to me if I don t get help but I just can t leave my apt, I do not want to go.anywhere to be seen by all kinds of people. Please help me!