I m a 15 year old girl who has suffered with school bullying , I m now home schooled and I m happy but sometimes I feel like some people don t understand what s going on mentally (in my mind) My sleep patterns have changed time and time again, I have suicidal thoughts, I ve also had an addiction with nail polish to try block it out, after my mom found out about my addiction, I ve moved onto smoking and I just don t know what to do anymore...