Hi Mrs. Wiening,
Thanks for your query. I understand the trauma that you are going through.
From the details provided, you are suffering from acute panic reactions with acute anxiety
+ some degree of depression
. You have no options but to come to terms with this fact.
Further, it does take time, maybe months or even years, for the cure to occur. Hence, it is imperative that you be patient and continue with medicines till such time your doctor stops them!
I therefore suggest that restart Citalopram; STOP Xanax
and switch over to Lorazepam
1-2mg daily, gradually increasing the dose, till you revert back to normal state. Experimenting with the drugs without doctor's consent, will be very harmful to you.
May I assure you that ONLY TWO drugs (as advised above) will be adequate, instead of hordes of them. Hope this is good news to you.
Lastly, rest assured that none of these drugs cause heart problems. THERE ARE NO NATURAL SUBSTANCES which can cure your problems.
HAVE FAITH IN ME AND FOLLOW MY ADVICE : YOU WILL NEVER REPENT...that's my promise.
Dr. Rakesh Karanwal