hello doctor, Ive taked a medicament 6years ago, it was curacne wich causes me Mental disorder , at the start 3 first years and specialy first year ive been hearing voice i like had 2 brains one is normal and the other is paranoid and been living in hell, with my paranoia , then it comes the suicidial Ideas I couldn t talk to no one because i was suspicious of everything even my Self, the reason i Didnt commit suicide thought, its because of my Religion beliefs and that the one who suicide goes straight to hell, ok, after three years and after i started praying and letting out in my prayers I kinda felt better, the hallucation were kind of gone, and everything but the paranoia i m still stuck with paranoii suspicious about others motive (even thought there is no reason to) when i m in a cafe for exemple and went to the toilet i m afraid someone puts something in my cafe deadly or whatever, Its just not good, The point is after a years of research throught internet, I m pretty sure i had all the symptoms for Schizophrenic Paranoia but with time it got less and i was left when Paranoid Mentality disorder I heared that Atypical antipsychotics are good, but they are mostly not used for Paranoid mentality disorder Sorry for tapping too much, anyway and for orthographe faults, thanks in advance