I need some counseling about relationships. I m torn apart right now, and I don t know what to do. My girlfriend and I broke up in September, but we still had feelings for each other. We broke up because I had been suicidal and she wanted for me to fully heal. I miss her to death, but she refuses to at least call me and tell me if we are permanently over or not. I m suffering badly, and I miss her with every inch of my life. I don t know what to do or what to say to her.