Sir, I feel myself psycologically ill for my activities related to my daily routine, for i feel much of the time-very borring. Everything, T.V., Music(very rarely), my house, my colony, my studies etc. all seem to borr me. All these i feel from about last one and a half year.There are several other problems such as running of a music in my mind while studying i.e. when i am quite.

Oh! there's another serious problem(might not really be). Sir, last 6 years back when i was in class 6(Presently in class XII, 17years old), i got up an early morning and saw the buttocks of my father, and semen ejaculation happened unkowingly for the first time. I knew nothing about sex at that time, and so i got in practice of masturbation,without knowing anything about it just as if my body compelled me to do so.[I am a male]but attracted towards male. Actually not towards male rather any male's genitals or butocks and that too bare body doesn't attract me much but well dressed body do. And yes i have no doubt about my male identity.

One of the psychytarist has dignosed it as OCD.
I don't know whom to consult in Delhi. Please help me out of the guilt, and my problem.