yes, i am battling a heroin addiction, this is a relapse after 3 years, when i first gave up i decided not to go down the methadone route and my doctor prescribed me very well and i managed to give up straight away and lasted 3 months only on the tablets, i was prescribed xanax and diazapam for day time and rohypnol for sleep, this time she is not willing to comply and i am forced to go down the methadone route, she is only prescribing me 6 diazapam 5mg daily and just one stillnoct for night while waiting for methadone, which i could be waiting 3 months for in ireland..huge waiting list, so im still using at night, its helping throughout the day but night i can not sleep, its effecting my life and her responce is for me to go to the street for my tablets for sleep, i feel like reporting her, i feel like they see me as a burden to them. where can i buy some without going to the street, because when i go to the street i use heroin. i have obtained methadone from the street and it changed my life for a week 100mls lasted 5 days, i went to get some today because i need to give a clean urine and ended up buying heroin, its affecting my whole family and i need to get better now, im trying since december.