well, I've been taking tripple c's, and I've been in the hospital for taking tripple c's, and fiber pills to combat the constipation... I wash the red off in my mouth cuz I was told that's the way to do it... anyway... I've been having trouble staying asleep, and when I wake up my heart is racing and I'm all hot and shit.... it doesn't take long for me to feel better, but then after awhile my heart starts hurting, and there's a pain in my head, has been... I took two flexerils last week, and I'm a smoker.... the symptoms come, I fall asleep, and wake up two hours later.... I'm on invega 9millgrams... I've been taking the tripple c's like everyother day... all I eat is vegtable soup.... I have dreams, and see the future, and it comes in cycles... I don't know... the other day a girl left some lotion... and I could'nt find mine... so I get bored you know... I don't trust my friends, cuz they treat me bad.... they come over and leave right away.... I take valarien root and I left it in the garage for a couple of days in the southern indiana heat.... um... I've been drinking a lot of alcohol... I don't know.... I had a dream, or it was real, in the hospital in November that I had sex with a girl and she said she had aids.... I don't know if I was just dreaming that or not.... cuz a friend just raped a girl the other day... or at least that's what they said.... I just fear they put something in the lotion that's like slow death, cuz it kinda seems to be getting worse.