Very embarrassing question: Recently, I started to have a bowel movement which was going to be big & hard (I hold a plastic bag to try to catch the bowel movement because if I don t, it will clog the toilet. After a minute or so I could feel the path it was taking. It went past my anus and was heading for my vagina. I manually, from the outside, tried to get the bowel movement up toward my anus, and I tore the area in between a little. I think it s healing; but wondered if it is something I should get checked. If it is, what type of doctor would I need? Thank you for any feedback.