If i were to place my hand on the back of my backside, and could point around the tail bone area but inside and know what that area is exactly, It would be easier to describe that during anal today, it felt like a wall was blocking him from providing full penetration, it hurt and was uncomfortable. After he was done, he said baby, maybe we need to lay off anal for a little bit, you are bleeding. This was not a little bit of blood that we had experienced before on the tissue, his penis was covered in blood as if I was on my period. I usually wait to use the bathroom, did have a bowel movement and the toilet was full with blood and fecal matter, the stool was soft and small pieces and it was mixed with blood, not a drop or two, as I wiped tissue was bloody and had fecal matter on it. Right now, I dont know how I feel, my stomach is a bit crampy, I have to use the bathroom again, but i am at work now (have to wait on break to go). I have a high tolerance for pain, so I dont know how uncomfortable I am right now, i do feel a bit quesy and feel like i feel sluggish?