Dear user Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. Some studies says that traditional hormonal birth control pills can worsen anxiety and depression because of the effect hormones have on the delicate balance of dopamine, serotonin, norepinephrine and GABA, all “feel-good” neurotransmitters in the brain. But these effects are not permanent. Instead of using birth control pills you can ask your partner to use condom. You can also use female condoms. Anxiety and depression needs to be treated with the help of psychotherapy, counseling, relaxation and therapy and if required medicines. Take care. If you require more of my help in this aspect, please use this URL. http://goo.gl/aYW2pR. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.