I am 24 and I live in india
. I never had sex with anyone in my whole life but I have been masturbating since 15 years irregularly, I mean first 5 years on daily basis twice a day then next five years may on one day after basis and then last five years almost twice a week. I never used hands to perform it but I always did it by rubbing my penis onto pillow type soft things. Whenever I performed masturbation, I prolonged it for 3-4 hours at each time I did it.
Now I am suffering real bad results. My marriage is going to be fixed soon and I am so much tensed and worried about my current situation. I totally consider my self incapable to have sex with a girl.
Please help me and suggest me the best remedy which really can cure my problems.
My current symptoms are as follow:
Eyes are sensitive to sunlight right after the night when I masturbated
Cold, thin and odourless semen
Erectile dysfunction (weak and incomplete erection), even at the time when I masturbate
Curved, flaccid, withered, thin and small penis, also veins are prominent at each side of penis
Withered, hanging and flaccid testes (scrotums)
Loss of amazement at the time of ejaculation
No specific urge to sex
Seldom, dribbling after urination
Seldom, knee pain
Hair falling but not so much
Body is not muscular
Not much power remained to lift weight as I had earlier when I was teenager
Even though, I am suffering all above mentioned symptoms, but I feel some positive things still in me like:
Night emissions are regular
I didn’t notice any seminal discharge at the time of urination
Still not so much weakness in body except seasonal