Hello. Well I am a 15 year old boy, and I never feel happy anymore. I really don't know what to do, I have thought about where my life is heading ect. and I don't really like it. It all started back when i was about 11, my parents split up because my dad cheated on my mum for some bitch of a woman which ruined my family, and family was a major key of my life. That night, my sister and I slept in the same bed because she was talking to me trying to cheer me up cause i was balling my eyes out, and I said to her, 'I'm going to turn into a kid like every other kid who's parents are split up, a failure.' As i said, this has pretty much become true. I am now seeking help off the internet because I don't know what to do anymore. I started a new school because in year 7 and 8, i lost most of my friends due to them doing drugs and I would never do such a thing, so i moved out of that group and moved school. I am friends with people who I don't particulary like, and I have been asked to join the 'cool group' several times, each time denying cause I know that they are druggies. When i moved schools, my first term went horribly, i am now in 2nd term. I feel as if though I had anxiety to go to school, I literally had to have someone drag me out of my bed to get me up, and alot of the time I would just stay in bed and cut school without my parents knowing. I use to be a sport star, succeeding every sport possible because of my natural ability, but that has all dropped cause I thought to myself whats the point? I have lied to my parents like any other teenage boy about some things, but my dad, he ruined my life, my family, but I can't say that to him, I don't know why, and when he accuses me of being a liar, everytime I just crumble inside wanting to punch him in the face. Now, to my schooling. I use to get 80% or above on every test, come home, do homework or revision, now I can barely pass a test, can't get any motivation to do study or homework so I fail regardless of how much my parents shout at me for not doing it, so please help me. Thank you for reading this.