hello, i seriously feel like I m loosing what s left of my sanity. I can t keep a thought or idea in my head and then the next second, not a clue as to what I was even doing? I absoutley hate to admit this also, I am have audio halliounaious. visually i keep seeing things outta my pheriaphial vision. I know that they re not there, but I feel like I am loosing touch with what I use to be, as to now who I feel like I have become. This might just be my minds way of letting me know that I have reached the end of my rope because Of my living situation. I ll just give you a quick summation on my living situation and how everything came about. my house burnt down almost a year ago in Vegas, and I stayed in Vegas and my brother-sister and family friend took mom to california and stuck her with her oldest friend Susie as a place to live and re-heal. I stayed in Vegas for a few months. During that time susie and mom were together here, they kinda sorta started sharing perscription s together. I m taliing xanax-narco-soma-abmien-hydro-morphine. The list could go on, but I ll stop now. Now giving, they do both REAL physical alliment and real pain. The thing is, they have now become consumed with nothing but the next fix-the next high- they are always impaired and falling down and breaking bones. The ambulance and medic s have been to my apartment now.. 5 times this month. Susie Id 66 and can basically talk her way outta anything, she say s she fell, they have to believe her. to whomever is reading this, I need help. Just for someone to tell me that this isnt gonna go on forver. I am a 36 year old who is now taking care of two 66 eldery woman who cannot function on a day to day basis, unless I am there to make sure they EAT-Shower-Bathroom-Sleep. To no avail will they listen to me and either sleep or anything else. my Mother is now hearing voices and talking to them- she claims she s not and get angry when I tell her in not UNACERTAIN means, YES you do. Susie- (mom #2) is worse. what can do? i can t do this anymore. I am litterally loosing my Sanity and also my will to live is slipping day by day. is there anything I can Do? g perscription