I think i have paranoia. I am constantly paranoid in school when people move close to me i keep thinking they are trying to hit me or get me or beat me up i dont like people standing close to me and try keep everything secret. I also have had plans to kill people who have really really annoyed me very badly i get very emotional when im being blamed about things and also freak out when i didn't actually do anything like tantrums.
The symptoms like feelings that people are going to hit you, not liking people standing along with you, keeping everything secret, plans to kill people etc should not be ignored. Such symptoms could occur due to some underlying anxiety disorder or due to some paranoid ideation. I would advise you to consult a psychiatrist for proper evaluation and treatment. Emotional mood, sensitivity to being blamed or rejection etc points more towards anxiety disorder.
Medicines like SSRIs as fluoxetine, paroxetine, sertraline can help to reduce the anxiety and will result in improving your confidence. If symptoms comes to be psychotic then medicines like low dose olanzapine can help. Visit a psychiatrist for prescription of these drugs.
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