Hi,
I have been sick for about 3 weeks, it died down 2 weeks ago, and now it's just a persistent cough and a runny nose with the occasional fever. I have also been dealing with what I believe is anxiety and depression, and because of this, I have been diagnosed with hypothyroidism. I also have an issue with my stomach, and after getting a colonoscopy and a gastroscopy, which came back clean, I was told it's probably IBS. I sometimes get severe pain, and it sometimes varies in the type of pain, location, and severity. I say "anxiety" because, frankly, I don't know what to believe. I don't get heart palpitations or hyperventilate, it's more of a severe un-ease. I just don't feel "right". No one understands it. I get confused easily, and I forget things very easily as well, and because of this, I can't really explain my symptoms/how I feel, to anyone. I feel like I haven't felt healthy in years. There is always something. I am very rarely comfortable in my own shoes and I constantly envy people that can just wake up and have only school and work to complain about. I feel so hopeless. The recurring thought that keeps running through my mind is "help me! Someone, help me, comfort me, save me" but I can't seem to find anyone.