please help!!!!!! iam dying my age is 21, my problem is that sperm leakage in urine.the initial stream of urine is whitish it appears to be dense like sperms. It happens when I eat mutton or any meat+drink milk+fried chicken or drink juice even I ate bannana and offten when I sleep after launch. The urine appears cloudy and turbid.it actually starts two years ago one day I was mastarbating about 2,3 hours but holding cum inside.suddenly I feel I edgaculate it self.I donot mastarbate very frequently but about two years I constantly leakae sperms and pass cloudy urine. I already visits urologist and give multiple tests they always came normal. Any help regarding this problem I am very tense and becoming paranoid.and I am about to commit suicide please help!!!!!!