Hi my name is Kayla and I am a 25 year old female with a B.S. in psychology and a M.A. in experimental psychology. I have depression and am taking 50mg of sertraline a day for it. I work about 45 to 50 hours a week and am not in the best financial situation right now. My issue is that I don't feel healthy. I don't drink too much caffeine or alcohol and have a decently healthy diet as well as a regular work out schedule. However, I feel like I can only handle using my energy in bursts, prolonged exertion results in shortness of breath and elevated heart rate that doesn't calm down for a while. Though that doesn't seem too abnormal, I also feel exhausted all day. I stretch my legs regularly throughout the day because they feel heavy if I don't. When I do a full body stretch and stand in that pose for a while I can feel the blood rush and it actually hurts my lower body. I tend to crack a lot of joints from my neck to my lower back and down to my knees. I've had these issues for a couple years now in addition to some mental issues besides the depression. I used to consider myself a witty and intelligent person. I love quoting movies and getting into arguments. but for the past couple of years I find it hard to speak properly, I can't recall the vocabulary or the knowledge I once used and my brain feels like it's not processing information at a normal speed. It's hurting my relationship with my fiance, my self-esteem, and my education. I've been procrastinating finishing my thesis and finding a new and better job. I've always been a procrastinator but it's never been this bad. I feel scared because I feel like myself but trapped in someone dumber than my former self. As for my fiance, we bond over the quips we use and though our relationship isn't exactly strained I feel bad when he's trying to be funny or discuss something interesting with me and I can't hold up my end of the conversation. Thank you for your time.