Pregnant, using meth without break, unable to quit Any detox program available? Effect on baby?

I just found out I m pregnant. I started using meth in April. I use it inter-vinously every day with out a break. Im think I could be at least three months pregnant. My period has always been irregular so it took me a lot longer to notice. I want to quit I ve cut way back the last two days but can t seem to stop. I want to go see a doctor but all my friends say if I do with meth in my system ill be reported. Is there a way I can get a check up an ultra sound anonymously? Are there any quick detox programs? I can t be gone for more than ten days and I don t have insurance. I really want to quit but I can t seem to make myself get thru the withdrawals I get anxiety so bad that in that moment I can t talk myself out of doing it no matter how much I try. I feel like there s two different me s. The person who hates it and herself for being so weak and the person who will stop at nothing to not get sober. I don t want to hurt my baby any more than I already have but I m powerless to stop myself. Do you have any advise on where to go for help in Seattle Washington were I won t be on cps and dshs radar. Also where I can get prenatal visit to see if my babies ok and see how far along I am?Thank you for your time.