Welcome and thanks for posting your query to HCM.
Reading your query there are two best treatment options for you:
treatment: The best laser would be Fraxel
laser in multiple sittings. Though costly but is value for money if used in right energy considering your need in experienced hand of the dermatologist
. These will take off the superficial and medium depth scar and in few months of period you will be able to see the visible result.
2. Medial treatment: Mind it that it is not the laser treatment alone which will be helpful but also the topical application of certain creams. In your case Tretinoin
cream in different strength will be able to do synergistic action of laser treatment.
We have seen that by combination of the above treatment people are able to regain the confidence.
Regarding your depression
kindly stop cursing yourself and start loving thyself as God has not provided everyone everything, there are many a things which each one has not got but there is also special quality in everyone. You are productive young man who must be having some quality in you. try to improve your few of the qualities and world will start loving you. The history is full of examples where people have done miracle with their brains and their faces. Even in movies where face is quite important, you must have seen that it is the acting and not the face which matters.
Hope to have smart look of your by this advice,
Dr Sanjay K Kanodia