Hi there ~
I understand your concerns. Having panic attacks, tunnel blurred vision
and heart rate
are related to your use of meth
and signs of acute intoxication. I also believe that you may be using this meth to the point where you are dependent on it, since you have a history of continued use. Please consult a psychiatrist
who can diagnose the problem and give you medications as soon as possible, before the condition becomes life threatening.
I hope this helps. Take care of yourself and have a lovely day!