hi, im having some problems wit me now im nw my age is 20, at my age of 19 i got aborsion after that i had many problems after that also i kept sex with my boys not directly he ill do with his hand that time i had pain and after 1 year at the month of december i didt get periods for 1months i consult with doctor but she dont know that im got aborsion she gave me norglen tablet after that i got periods but i got severe pain during that time then she asked me to take MEFTAL-SPAS tablet after that i dont have pain. but still im having sexy thougts and ill watch videos related to sexy and ill do sex with pilow, so i know its a wrong thing but i dnt knw how to control my mind, if i keep sex with pilow whether it will effect my life? please give me rply for my doubt to this id as soon as possible