Welcome to HCM
We understand your concerns
Here we are discussing something which can be termed as super human happenings or you have some sort of divine bliss. For medical science it is very difficult to explain such happenings and may be spirituality can. But Medical science cannot.
But psychiatrists and psychologists can explain this as delusions or hallucinations
if you like it, But sadly hallucinations do harm when you cut your leg or prick it using pin.
You should ask this question to the god himself, or believe there is nothing like that.
Get well soon.