Dear
I understand your concern
The symptoms you are mentioning are not at all symptoms of
depression.
These are more a personality trait.
Your personality traity may be based avoidance, called avoidance personality.
But you can change.
You did not mention your age. No problem.
You can be energetic. Motivation is the need of hour.
Motivation comes from so many factors like internl, physical or rewards, incentives etc.
Everyone want to be lazy and just sit and eat. Our needs makes us to work for a living.
That is motivation. You lack it simply.
You lack motivation because you don't have any concrete aim at your life.
Consult a life style counselor and know yourself.
Wish you active future.