I hope you're reassured by the short and sweet answer to your question. After having read all of your symptoms in detail my opinion as a
neurologist is NO.
These are not the symptoms I would expect to see in a patient with a
brain tumor. I believe you have actually found several issues having to do with likely
headaches, memory, equilibrium and some other things which are rooted in a strong, pervasive, background of
generalized anxiety disorder. Since I am not a
psychiatrist or
psychologist I cannot go very much further with that idea except to suggest that you seek some assistance with a professional. I am very sure that many of your problems will improve quickly if you could get some psychological testing done and then, couple that with a good well trained and empathetic psychiatrist who is interested in using Cognitive Behavioral Techniques.
Again, from a neurological perspective I am of the opinion that brain tumor is not one of your problems and in fact believe you are unlikely to possess any neurological types of problems just from studying and analyzing your writings and description of situations.
I wish you all the best. If you would be interested in further opinions from me on anything please feel free to either address me DIRECTLY on this network (Dr. Dariush Saghafi) or also by webcam consultation at www.healthTap.com/drsaghafi. We can have a live 30 min. consult in real time which may facilitate my being able to examine you a bit more thoroughly and further convince you that you are free from brain tumors.
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Cheers!