I am so sorry for your loss. I first ask God to show you His mercy and comfort right now. There are hundreds of people that have gone through what you have. There must be some support groups that can help, yes? This video is a beautiful song, about a similar story, such as yours. http://www.youtube.com/?v=_vHcY3eHGkw The songs by the group Casting Crowns are all based on true stories. Mark Hall wrote the one above, after he met a woman who was losing her daughter. There is strength in finding others who can help to encourage you. I encourage you to e-mail some people, even some on Yahoo! Answers. I'd be honored if you e-mailed me, and just wanted to talk. I lost my baby daughter, myself. It was during childbirth, and I almost died. I got out of the hospital one hour before she was buried. -- You must have loved your daughter quite a bit. She must have been the "apple of your eye." To think I, or anyone else could remove the pain you feel, would be almost cocky of us. But there are MANY of us who would be willing to walk with you through it. May God bless you with those friends, right now.